Okay, so recently I’ve been talking with my ex. She’s been having problems with her BF and she normally talks to me then. That makes me think that she still feels comfortable with me to talk to me about things. We talk for quite a while, about quite a bit. Today we talked quite a bit about me wanting her. Except I did it like it was about something else while somewhat implying that it had to do with her. Some of her responses seemed like she knew what I meant. We might hang out tomorrow. I’m fuckin excited as hell. I couldn’t imagine how happy I would ACTUALLY be if everything is how I think. Or even if a couple parts are how I think they are. I haven’t been happy since we fuckin’ broke up over a year ago. 


Talking to no one about this sucks, someeone should talk to me until I’m about to pass out.